Its been a long time since i've blogged about my dreams... but its not for lack of material! I've still been dreaming almost every night... mostly silly stuff.. its just so time consuming to type them out in all their bizarre-ness.
But, this morning I woke up determined to write out what I had just dreamed, since they were so heavy. I had two different dreams.
The first one:
I was in a dark room with two other people, a girl and a guy. The three of us were about to participate in some crazy ungodly practices (like witchcraft or something...). Whatever we were about to do, it was highly illegal, let alone probably satanic/blasphemous.. We were sitting in a circle with a small fire pit in the middle with some contraption made of sticks and rope hanging above and around it. I was VERY unsure and uncomfortable about it to say the least, but the situation was kinda like "we've tried everything else.. this is the next logical option to accomplish our task" and the other two were completely sold on the idea that this was 100% necessary. Apparently we were trying to make some scientific discovery... Right before they started (by lighting the fire) I felt too uncomfortable and I left. After some random dream time (included a lap around the outside of a walmart...) I decided to go back and check on them. They had disappeared, and as I was checking out the room, I got "caught" in the room by authorities, and it looked like I had done the whole thing by myself... this was a HUGE deal because whatever it was they did was like a federal offense... fast forward to some extreme interrogation where I'm hesitant to reveal information about the other 2 people because when I was in on it, we had made a pact not to tell anyone anything about it. But, since I was innocent I decided that it was ok for me to tell the truth. There was a very slim chance that my lawyers would be able to get me out of it, but my alibi was going to be useful...
just to fill in some details about the emotional setting of this dream.. I was completely devastated, my life was in ruins.. no one trusted me, not even my family... all while knowing I was 100% innocent.
This was national news.. I was on all the news stations (very similar to the Casey Anthony trial). I dreamt the entire court process, which took place in a huge arena type place (for several dream hours)... including all the emotions of knowing I could be sentenced to life in prison at any moment. Everyone thought I was guilty... everyone looked down on me... I had no one.
It was intense... very emotionally draining.
this kinda flowed into the 2nd dream..
I just realized that I would have too much trouble explaining it... it included a terrorist attack, a futuristic system to protect ourselves..it was so unlike any real thing that exists. It included different levels of existence.. some for different generations.. yeah.. i can't even begin to describe it.
If this is my brain NOT on drugs... I'd never want to find out what it'd be like on drugs.
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